Hey I am back here, from a day of driving, captain's ball, running 800m and then eating at Swensens like a pig hahaha.

I really enjoy driving lessons but I feel really really sad each time I can't stay in the middle of the line. I really have no feel for the steering wheel or the road. I really want to pass with a reasonable amount of lessons and pass on the first time. Want to strike learning driving off my bucket list haha. Bucket list, I wonder what's even on the list actually haha.

Captain's ball wasn't that bad except for the fact that everyone were feeling so tired hahaha. Old alreadyyy. Another way to tell whether you are too old, white hair omg, BRONZE GOING WHITE DAMN IT. But I didn't feel that bad and glad that I could still run a bit after that. Maybe trying to run regularly did help a little :) Self discipline! I shall try to run tomorrow and run more often. Okay for people who wonder about how do I get motivated to run. Erm the reason is simple, I eat too much and then I tell myself I am fat HAHAHA. How to remain motivated while running? Tell myself if I persevere and run finish whatever I had planned to, whatever I always want would happen. LOL scamming myself in progress.

Swensens was not bad haha so happy over my salmon and mushroom baked rice. Salmon, my loveee. Okay I wonder how many loves I have. Nvm I have a big heart enough to love all food. LAME. Ice cream omnomnom hehe. Okay the conversations were obviously more important than the food. And I realise it always feel so good to be around with people who won't make you feel awkward.

Talking about awkward, lunching with the people from Tokio Marine makes me feel awkward. Get this vibe that the perm staff doesn't really like me and I only lunched with them twice in two weeks OH WELL.

But then again, doesn't every single friendship starts off being really awkward? Okay most. Maybe should try lunching with them a few more times.

On a more serious note, I am officially in Marketing :D Let's hope this is a right choice and I won't regret not entering Banking oh well. Haha specialisation choices make me think about more things. Like future work life balance. Will I be those type of person who doesn't mind slogging away my life? Or would I hate it? I have always thought that I wouldn't spending more time at work but I realise maybe that's no the case oops. Always have this thought of "work is never ending, why don't you go home and be with your family" when I look at the people all around me. Seriously working till 11pm on a Saturday night. WHAAAATTT.

Should probably be sleeping soon, dental appointment tomorrow and then I will be free. Should probably finish reading my book :)

Such nights always have me overthinking. Like about how I think it's sad that some people can forsake old things for new things but then again maybe the old things no longer fit them so yeah it s okay I guess. And then I also wonder if I get impressed too easily. Easily bribed by food by colleagues too stupid tskkkkkkkk.

Sudden appreciation for deep conversations.. I guess midnight/late nights are best for it. But not everyone is like me... Sleep so late.

OKAY SHOULD REALLY SLEEP. Anw check out Sam Tsui's new singles and Cassadee's new song which is wasting all these tears. SAM TSUI TEEHEE, new celeb crush woohoo. Appreciate guys who can sing ;)

NIGHTTT. Going to get angst by parents soon. GOOD JOB.