Yes there was free flow beansprouts. It always entertains me to think about how ramen always seem to have loads of beansprouts. At least ramen champion one HAHA.

There were seasme seeds which I didn't bother to grind. NO TIMEEE.

Overall I think the ramen was not bad. Wouldn't mind trying it again but I doubt I will be that patient to wait for anything longer than half hour haha. I waited for like max ten mins on Friday hehe. I want to try the pork one though!!!

Talking about queues, the Hello Kitty is seriously out of hand. And the hello kitty this week is seriously ugly pleaseee. Ewww.

Okay end of the talk about ramen with this picture. OH LOOK AT THE COOL DRINK. Green tea cola.
Didn't try this ohwell, But I guessed green tea was really needed cause the soup made me thirsty. Spammed green tea after I got back to work. The soup was really a little salty. ARGHHH I have over-sensitive taste buds actually I think.

HAHA made this post sound like some food review. Secret dream to be a food reviewer. Okay shall go sleep soon. :) Anw 5.2km achievement unlocked. But really feet pain :( Maybe shouldnt have forced myself so hard oh well. But rosy cheeks for erm a while (y) Leg muscles? NAHHH not growing. Running really trains your discipline I guess.

Okay yay to unemployment (for now it's a yay). Nay for Star Wars arghhhh. What do I have next week? Hmm check out JEM, watch World War Z, driving lessons and Star Wars. And maybe run again. And finish studying for FTT seriously ARGHHH.



Hence we should all go to sleep LOL BYE.

So I guess, one month is up. Tomorrow is my last day of work in Tanjong Pagar. I guess that's the last of my temporary admin job? The next long term job will probably be an internship and then time for a permanent job? Oh well, growing up too fast haha.

We all have a certain amount of venom in us. We save it up here and there like a very frugal snake, waiting to release it on the targets we deem acceptable. It accumulates throughout our days, with every slight from a rude stranger in the metro or insult from an acquaintance or stab in the back at the office. And there are plenty of people whose love for us is conditional enough that it would not withstand our venom, or it would return our cruelty tenfold in a way that they have already demonstrated they are capable of. We have friends around whom we tiptoe because they only accept a very limited range of our emotions and our needs.
And then we have friends — or family, or lovers — on whom we feel free to unleash the full force of our ugliness when they upset us just enough to trip that one certain wire. They could simply be in the wrong place at the wrong time, or have engaged in that one act that hits our nerves like a raw tooth. In any case, their crimes never fit the punishment of being the one we take for granted, the one we ignore or dismiss or critique when we feel as though the rest of the world would never listen to our righteous anger.

In some ways, it is a compliment. When you are more rude or flippant or hurtful with a very close friend, it is a way of saying to them, “I trust your love enough to know that it will weather the storm of my shitty selfishness.” Of course, it’s an incredibly hurtful way to convey such a pure kind of emotion. Their love acts as a security blanket that so completely surrounds you that you forget what is actually keeping you warm. The fact that you have the kind of love which always finds itself — which laughs harder, which understands every coded message, which has stretched across continents and oceans — is something that should be preserved with care. And yet we test its endurance at every turn.

There are real fights, of course. Real issues which need to be addressed, real hurts that can fester within any relationship and destroy expanses of connection if not addressed at the first sign of gangrene. But there is a certain tenderness and tact that we reserve for the people who care for us less, and a certain callousness we reserve for those who deserve it least.

Sometimes we can almost feel the venom as it drains from our bodies, this feeling that we’re getting out every bit of anger or injustice through the tips of our fingers or the edge of our lips as we frantically type a sarcastic text or make a comment that was as needless as it was designed to passive-aggressively cut. Perhaps we feel that we need to share this venom with the people who love us most because only they are equipped with the antidote, the feeling of being truly loved and understood in spite of your more unflattering angles. We feel cleansed in their pain, and then we hate ourselves for making them suffer at our hand.

Perhaps we should say “I’m sorry.” “I love you.” “You are the only person who really knows me, and who still wants to be my friend even when I am terrible.” “Your love is something that allows the rest of the world and all of its small aggressions to not feel so cold.” Perhaps we should say these things, the next time we are going to ignore their call because, we imagine, they will always be there to answer us later.

From: http://thoughtcatalog.com/2013/your-real-love-is-the-one-you-hurt/

This article is so true. How we always lose our temper in front of closer friends and family. OHWELL. Guilty. Okay terrible haze, feeling so horrible, shall sleep soon, nighttt.

Contract's ending next week, new staff coming. Expecting a slack week sooooon. Shall blog about Friday's breakfast when I am free. NIGHTTT. Driving tomorrow again :)

This weather is so freaking crazy. It's so horribly warm, the haze and the amount of particles in the air is like horrifying. Throat has been feeling so itchy, spamming honey for the past few days. Probably should be spamming more water though.

Okay there's nothing much to share about except for the fact that my money has been flying awayyyyy and I have been eating quite good food OHWELL. And glad to have meet up with some people ever since holidays started. The perks of being an University student, you don't have to catch up with school work. :)

Okay new food that I tried in the past month, first up- Ramen from Watami. Haha randomly suggested it for Lek's birthday ohwell. Anw the ramen wasn't that good. High expectations about Japanese eggs. Those runny egg yolks hehe. But Watami's one was like going to be fully hard boiled already MEHHH. But the service was pretty good. Except that the guy was damn epic. Giving us plates before the cake is out HAHA. SURPRISE FAILED OHWELL.

HAHA nothing much happened during the week other than Saturday chilling with Rebecca. Cotton On's sale is seriously mehhhh :( Uniqlo cute shirts, yes I finally know what is Suzy's zoo. And fattening hot fudge sundae and mousse cake thank you!

Sunday was Swee Choon with Lek and Wah. Celebrating Father's Day with my friends er haha. Bad choice to go there on a weekend. Farrer Park that stretch of road is seriously the WORST road to drive on. Worse than Orchard I swear.

Tried new food this time :) Sichuan Chilli Oil Wanton wasn't bad :) Banana and prawn fritter was kind of weird. So is the banana, red bean and egg white thing. HAHA blame it on their bananas. Somehow the banana taste can't blend well with the prawn, red bean or whatever thing they try to mix with. But I kind of like the egg white. WEIRD LIKING FOR EGG WHITES. Liu sha bao was good as usual but egg tarts seem to get worse each time I eat it. NOOOO I won't order it anymore. Oh I tried Red Velvet Cocoa and Chai tea from CBTL. Ahhh, should chill at there someday and try their new drinks hehe.







Korean BBQ at Ssikkek at Chinatown :D HAHA so funny to see all of us spamming meat and how certain people's food is always uncooked. LOLLL. HAHA among all the meat there, I only love the chicken HEHE. And maybe bacon ohwell. SO HAPPY TO SEE KIMCHI THOUGH. Miss my Korea days eating good food. Anw it would be better if they included icecream as part of their buffet thing lor. Selling melon icecream at $1 SIGH PIE.

Okay quite happy to have known them in my uni life. Sem 2 was so much better than sem 1 cause I don't have to move around between classes, seeing many different people for different classes. I wonder if it affected my mood. Haha, slightly happier in Sem 2. I am serious. SIGH TIMETABE FOR YEAR 2.

Anw, I walked from Tanjong Pagar to Outram park without getting horribly lost :D OMG ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED. JANE CAN READ A MAP OMG. Despite the haze, the walk wasn't that bad. Love all the shophouses. Wanna explore the area someday :)


Lunch today at Amoy again. Steamed rice with chicken and mushrooms :) And then tea from some level 1 stall. Prefer this tea to Rafee's Corner one. Tea taste well blended with milk taste (Y)

Life's getting a little too predictable. Wake up 6.45am, reach work close to 9am, start work which consists of filing, sorting, printing, scanning and mailing, lunch at 11.45am till 1pm, leave work at 6pm, go home, eat dinner, watch TV, use laptop etc. Sighhhh.

I haven't been so obsessed with a song since the time I was obsessed with Red by Taylor Swift. Counting Stars is so addictive.

Hey I am back here, from a day of driving, captain's ball, running 800m and then eating at Swensens like a pig hahaha.

I really enjoy driving lessons but I feel really really sad each time I can't stay in the middle of the line. I really have no feel for the steering wheel or the road. I really want to pass with a reasonable amount of lessons and pass on the first time. Want to strike learning driving off my bucket list haha. Bucket list, I wonder what's even on the list actually haha.

Captain's ball wasn't that bad except for the fact that everyone were feeling so tired hahaha. Old alreadyyy. Another way to tell whether you are too old, white hair omg, BRONZE GOING WHITE DAMN IT. But I didn't feel that bad and glad that I could still run a bit after that. Maybe trying to run regularly did help a little :) Self discipline! I shall try to run tomorrow and run more often. Okay for people who wonder about how do I get motivated to run. Erm the reason is simple, I eat too much and then I tell myself I am fat HAHAHA. How to remain motivated while running? Tell myself if I persevere and run finish whatever I had planned to, whatever I always want would happen. LOL scamming myself in progress.

Swensens was not bad haha so happy over my salmon and mushroom baked rice. Salmon, my loveee. Okay I wonder how many loves I have. Nvm I have a big heart enough to love all food. LAME. Ice cream omnomnom hehe. Okay the conversations were obviously more important than the food. And I realise it always feel so good to be around with people who won't make you feel awkward.

Talking about awkward, lunching with the people from Tokio Marine makes me feel awkward. Get this vibe that the perm staff doesn't really like me and I only lunched with them twice in two weeks OH WELL.

But then again, doesn't every single friendship starts off being really awkward? Okay most. Maybe should try lunching with them a few more times.

On a more serious note, I am officially in Marketing :D Let's hope this is a right choice and I won't regret not entering Banking oh well. Haha specialisation choices make me think about more things. Like future work life balance. Will I be those type of person who doesn't mind slogging away my life? Or would I hate it? I have always thought that I wouldn't spending more time at work but I realise maybe that's no the case oops. Always have this thought of "work is never ending, why don't you go home and be with your family" when I look at the people all around me. Seriously working till 11pm on a Saturday night. WHAAAATTT.

Should probably be sleeping soon, dental appointment tomorrow and then I will be free. Should probably finish reading my book :)

Such nights always have me overthinking. Like about how I think it's sad that some people can forsake old things for new things but then again maybe the old things no longer fit them so yeah it s okay I guess. And then I also wonder if I get impressed too easily. Easily bribed by food by colleagues too stupid tskkkkkkkk.

Sudden appreciation for deep conversations.. I guess midnight/late nights are best for it. But not everyone is like me... Sleep so late.

OKAY SHOULD REALLY SLEEP. Anw check out Sam Tsui's new singles and Cassadee's new song which is wasting all these tears. SAM TSUI TEEHEE, new celeb crush woohoo. Appreciate guys who can sing ;)

NIGHTTT. Going to get angst by parents soon. GOOD JOB.

Well well, I just realised I won't be really free any single day for the whole of next few weeks :( Please come find me for lunch (to anyone who sees this). Oh yeah, working and having OT for everyday I think. I have no idea why there are so many papers. Angst but I guess I have been surviving with the thought of "7.50 7.50 7.50. Driving ex. Shopping need money. Want to go exchange also need money." Things I do for money LOL.