Trying, I am trying.

I don't know why some people are so lucky to find what they want, to succeed in something so fast. Yeah, I know I probably don't see what is behind the scenes. The fear, the tears, the sweat and blood put into it.

But I really can't help myself... but to feel jealous?

I look at all these roles and wonder why these roles didn't exist back then. Technically I should be a better catch now with all this "job experience".

Really?

What a disjointed post.

Moving onto happier things, here's my current ear-worms:

Sam Smith- Too Good at Goodbyes
李玉刚 - 刚好遇见你