I think I can classify my friends into two categories. I know one shouldn't deliberately classify their friends into different categories and give them special treatment but still...

The first category, the people with the ability to make you feel better/the people who sincerely want to make you feel better. Super appreciative of inspiring quotes/funny images or even just asking whether I am fine. I don't have to state names cause I hope you all know who you are.

The second category, people who I laugh with/hang out with but only know me the way I want them to know me. Many reasons why people remain in this category. They really don't care, they make me feel like my issues are insignificant, they don't bother observing and lastly, I just don't feel comfortable enough to share issues with you(okay this one is my fault)

And somehow, older friends tend to fall into the first category. Maybe I should conclude that old is gold. I mean you get to see each other in your worse geekiest, meanest, most childish days and then grow together. Isn't it amazing?

Good night. :) (this sounds like a Thanksgiving post right, good job me)

I feel like a bimbo for saying this.

But homg, damn freaking chio all these clothes that are on sale on F21. Who cares what's the reason that the clothes are on sale. Just care whether it's cheap and nice. HAHAHA. Auntie cher strikes again too.

Seriously some of the clothes are really nice. Just that I will never be able to carry some of them off. Or have the confidence to carry them off.

Another pretty maxi dress. Think the first one looks much classier though. But the colour for this is so pretty.

3.City-Chic Skort with Sash

So it's November, weeks before Finals and we all need inspiration. Been really disturbed and kind of upset for the past few days and I think this will continue till I am able to reverse my mistake.

It's not that I don't feel close enough to people to tell them what's bothering me, but it's just I am too embarrassed by it. I guess that after being alive for so long, I just realised how competitive I am. How much emphasis I placed on how people see me, sighhh.

Okay some inspiring quotes/pictures or things to cheer myself up.

Avril Lavigne woohoo. And guess what, I just found out that she will be performing in Hong Kong in February 2014. How convenient huh, but tickets already started selling and I can't possibly buy it in Singapore without my parents killing me. And also thinking whether it's worth it to see Avril live hmm.

Oh wait, hi November. Been kind of slacking my weekends away again, what's new? :( Probably should start revising for Accounting. Revision for Malay is erm terrible. See that phrase before but obviously can't remember what it means SIGHHH.

Random points:

• Bowling on a random weekend had me thinking about the old bowling for fun days in Sec 2 when I was a horrible noob. Still a noob, slightly better only oops.
• So depressed on Thursday during Market Behaviour class. I am serious. Sitting in class, wondering what's the point of the lesson when we were talking about how price mechanism doesn't explain anything, about coolness etc. Thinking why I even took up something that is so.. abstract? The year 1 mod wasn't like that :( And then I thought about how I actually preferred doing Maths than to essays. And how so many people who said they don't think they want B&F being in B&F hmm. 
• Visited Waston's member sale for the first time! Damn tempted to get Loreal Hydrafresh Mask in Lotion cause it's three in one- toner, moisturiser and like mask. Like wow. And it smells damn freaking good. And it's not oily. I know it well cause.. I have been trying it every time I walked past Watson/Guardian teehee. But then I like Garnier's Sakura Essence too. Sigh pie, I only have one face, which one should I choose?! And I was looking for Garnier's Roll on Concealer too but couldn't find it sian. Haha actually I don't even bother with any makeup but really considering to conceal my horrible pimbles ): Pimples from stress, lack of sleep and caffeine omggg.
• Salads from Can B is probably my new favourite food. Hahaha really not bad for $2.50. 
• Super happy that Can 1 and Can 2 are operating again. Ayam Penyet teehee. And omg Scoopz durian icecream seriously damn freaking good. Like real durian like that omgggg.
• Nike Run SG was today and wow, one year since I ran my first 10km. I have come a long way, -patsonback- HAHA kidding. Sian really feel like running, legs stop being so weak leh. Should probably see a doctor and maybe start wearing some ankle support thing while running.
• Let me go by Avril and Love like War, Oh Calamity (and other new songs) from ATL are good (Y)

Just thinking about exchange and the things I will do on exchange. Not that excited about hongkong actually cause I had been there. And Europe is oh so tempting ): Belgium and its cafe/bars on streets, like imagine people watching while drinking (coffee). Or New Zealand (yes it's not Europe) and the large nature areas, how chill sighhh.